... I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE

I CAN`T SAY I LOVE YOU, BUT I CAN SAY I`VE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU. AND ALTHOUGH YOU THINK IS NOT ENOUGH, IT IS WHAT IT MUST. i DIDN`T WANT TO KISS YOU BUT I WANTED...
iT`S BEEN A LONG TIME. BUT. TONITE I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT YOU. i`M IN THE TOP OF YOU HEAD, YOU CAN`T SEE ME, BUT I CAN. i`LL HAVE YOU KILLED OR i`LL HAVE YOU. WHAT I SEE I CAN`T WRITE. WHAT I SMELL I WONT REMEMBER. WHAT I CANNOT SEE I WANT TO SEE. WHY DON`T YOU HOLD ME. WHY DON`T YOU SEE ME? I WANT TO HOLD YOU AND FEEL YOU. YOUR ENERGY, YOUR SKIN. i DON`T KNOW WHAT I WANT, DO YOU? I WISH I COULD SEE YOU MY OWN, I DIDN`T MEAN I`LL HAVE YOU KILLED, BUT I WANT TO BE IN LOVE, AND THAT LOVE THOUGH SHORT IT`S SOO MUCH, SO INTENSE, THAT WHEN I HOLD YOUR NECK I THINK ABOUT SEIZING YOU NEVER TO LEAVE ME ALONE. BESIDES, YOU WILL BE LEAVING SOON. AND YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE. BUT JENIFFER IF I COULD HOLD YOU AGAIN, I DON`T WANT TO THINK ANYTHING ELSE THAN THE POSSIBILITY OF YOU AND ME. CLOSE AND TOGETHER.